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[textualdeviance]

Fuck I'm tired.

I think rehearsal went fairly well, though. Aside from the fact that I still suck on my first solo (and for the fuck of me, I can't figure out why I feel like I can't get any breath--I'm doing fine on everything else.) I think I'm finally settling into the role. Being in full makeup and costume tomorrow should help, too.

Rad's been a flirty little monster. Which is fun, actually, considering I'm supposed to be hitting on him. He's a big ol' manslut, and terribly irresponsible, but I still have a soft spot for him anyway.

Roger's so adorable. Sometimes I just want to take him home and play with him. Not quite sure in what way, though.

I have this really weird feeling that I'm going to have a massive emotional breakdown after the show's over. I feel like I've been holding my breath for months somehow, and something has to give.

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[carrieann.livejournal.com]

Ahh, yes. I believe I heard mention of a baby.
June, eh? Well if it's near the beginning, we
may share a birthday.

Well, we'll definitely miss him and I hope he
can come back, soon!

As for the hugs, I wouldn't know. I've actually
only gotten hugs from a small handful of chorus
people. I am big on hugs, but I also don't like
to overstep people's personal boundaries by just
assuming they'll be okay with hugs, and I always
feel a bit odd asking.

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[waterfaery.livejournal.com]

you can hug me anytime. Roger, too, most likely. If you want, I can ask for you... :)

It was really cute, last night as we were cleaning up. I was saying goodbye to John, after making sure we didn't need any other bits (new mirror prop, tape, safety pins, makeup, etc.) and just randomly, I gave him a hug (which I only do rarely and he always looks a bit shocked)....but then...

He followed that up by hugging Julie, Rafe, and Roger, each in turn (they were standing there) and it was a really sweet moment all round.

*squish*

[carrieann.livejournal.com]

Aw, man. A warm fuzzy hugging moment and I missed it!
I live for that stuff. Well the same goes for you, lady.
I will never turn down a hug. Even from a total stranger.
I'm a hugsnugglecuddle slut like that, I guess.

I think we should rush John at the end of the performance
on the 28th and smother him in a big ol' group hug. He'd
probably keel over right then and there.

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[waterfaery.livejournal.com]

I am bringing him wings tonight.

[julesong.livejournal.com]

Yep, he was a bit shocked, but he got hugs all around. :)