Random babble before I go back to bed

Woke up to pee, looked at my phone, then got up to go peruse Twitter. Was shocked at how giddy a pic that was posted made me. (Along with a hint of some good news.) Lordy, my priorities are off.

Semi-related: I think I'm actually in a depressive phase. I've been exhausted and achy and over-emotional on and off for literally months, and I can't seem to find a root cause for it. There's a lot of screwy stuff weighing me down right now, but practically speaking, my life's actually pretty good, so I don't think it's a stress trigger. None of the usual fixes when I get like this have worked--sleep, food, vitamin D, etc. All I can guess is that it's physiological of some sort, and having eliminated the obvious, I think my dopamine's just low/off for some reason. Hoping the problem goes away on its own. Don't want to have to up my meds.

M's finally off work for a couple weeks. Am very glad about this, because he's been pulling so many late nights in the last several weeks I was beginning to wonder who the hell this guy sleeping in my bed was.