![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Jan. 11th, 2010 01:48 pm
Lethargic lump
Rainy, bleak Monday in January. Headache because I didn't sleep well, and (probably) because of the weather.
No word yet on whether my contract is going to be renewed, and had to update my resume* so my agency can find me something else if it isn't.
Too much work to do to completely faff off, but not enough to keep me truly busy and therefore interested/distracted.
Frequent reminders from various sources that I'm considered worthless by most of my metaculture because of (insert fatal flaw here.)
Continuing disappointment because of the adoption cost issue.
...
Oh, yes, I feel terrific today.
Maybe I'll go write some big, long personal filter post to core dump some of this stuff...
*FWIW, I do think I look pretty good on paper, with the exception of no "real" (FTE) recent job history.
No word yet on whether my contract is going to be renewed, and had to update my resume* so my agency can find me something else if it isn't.
Too much work to do to completely faff off, but not enough to keep me truly busy and therefore interested/distracted.
Frequent reminders from various sources that I'm considered worthless by most of my metaculture because of (insert fatal flaw here.)
Continuing disappointment because of the adoption cost issue.
...
Oh, yes, I feel terrific today.
Maybe I'll go write some big, long personal filter post to core dump some of this stuff...
*FWIW, I do think I look pretty good on paper, with the exception of no "real" (FTE) recent job history.
Tags: