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Dec. 15th, 2009 10:43 pm
Filled with meh
Not doing well today for some reason. Cranky and irritable and unsettled.
Part of it is because I've worked nonstop for the past two days getting year-end content up. (Finally put it to bed yesterday at 11:30, then woke right up and started in on it first thing this morning.)
Also annoyed about the car shopping thing, because neither of us is happy about the choices we have in our price range and with our criteria, and it's making us bicker. I think he's also getting slightly cranky about being stuck at home with no car--definitely don't blame him, because I'd feel the same way (and have.)
I feel downright drained, and I don't have the energy and time I want right now to do the fun bits of gift shopping and other stuff, and definitely don't have the bandwidth necessary for truly relaxing things like reading or playing games or writing. Times like this, I wish there were two of me.
I'm sure some of this is also the year-end melancholy I always get, too. Lack of sunlight + feelings that I haven't done enough of value this year to justify sucking oxygen = moody Texty. I'll probably feel better after my "put the year away" Solstice ritual next week.
Part of it is because I've worked nonstop for the past two days getting year-end content up. (Finally put it to bed yesterday at 11:30, then woke right up and started in on it first thing this morning.)
Also annoyed about the car shopping thing, because neither of us is happy about the choices we have in our price range and with our criteria, and it's making us bicker. I think he's also getting slightly cranky about being stuck at home with no car--definitely don't blame him, because I'd feel the same way (and have.)
I feel downright drained, and I don't have the energy and time I want right now to do the fun bits of gift shopping and other stuff, and definitely don't have the bandwidth necessary for truly relaxing things like reading or playing games or writing. Times like this, I wish there were two of me.
I'm sure some of this is also the year-end melancholy I always get, too. Lack of sunlight + feelings that I haven't done enough of value this year to justify sucking oxygen = moody Texty. I'll probably feel better after my "put the year away" Solstice ritual next week.
