*rubs eyes*

Sigh. Almost time to go to bed so I can hit the highway first thing in the morning. I've been enjoying my time here too much. But in a way, I miss my new home, too. I kinda like my apartment, even if it's lonely, because it's 100% me. Everything in it is something I've chosen purely for my own taste and use. We have similar taste most of the time, but there's just something different about something being only for me. As well, it's interesting because there's virtually none of my "past" there. It's almost all new stuff, except my clothes (and there's new stuff there, too.) So it's kind of like I'm choosing the personality I want to express without all the baggage. Should be interesting to see how I turn out after this is all said and done. And since that was part of the reason for doing this, I guess that's working out as it should.

( this whole career thingymabob )

sigh

Totally an aside moment, I'm deeply in lust with a very cute pharmacist at the Rite Aid I go to.

I was waiting for my prescription tonight and got to get a nice, long look at his ass as he was half-bent over a counter. Gahhh. I got him to laugh, too.

He's tall and just a little on the stocky side and wears glasses and has that really soft, nerdy, shy thing going on. Soooo right up my alley.

He's oblivious, though. Not that I'd do anything about it if he weren't, but.. sigh.. One *does* want to climb over the counter, throw him to the floor and raid the shelves for lube and ED meds. "So," I'd say, peeling off his lab coat, "what would you recommend for a tingling sensation between one's legs?"

*koff*

Sorry. But he really is adorable.